Ruthiedu

There are so many different self help and mood altering videos that I cant decide what the best way to think is.... *Positive Thinking-appreciating everything in order to bring more positivity into your life and mind *Logical Thinking-detach your emotions and make completely unpassionate, smart decisions based solely on your brain *Meditation and totally clearing your mind- deep breaths and no thoughts, peace *"The Secret" type thinking-Imagine having everything you ever wanted in order to obtain these things *Negative thinking-avoiding hurt and disappointment *Philosophical thinking-Its not about me anymore, its about something bigger *Math

I had the weirdest apocalyptic zombie dream lat night, I wish I had more time to paint some surrealism of my weird crazy dreams I have and all the damn children around me make it nearly impossible but im gonna try and create an illustration with adobe illustrator, Ive only been reintroduced recently, totally out practice....here we go

So I have a 7 year old amazing little boy who has a project at school to make a family tree with both sides of the family.... I haven't spoke with his father in years, he is no part of our life. Every few years I take a look at his facebook page just to see if there are any changes or he is in any way a better person than he was when I knew him. A couple years ago it was much to my surprise when I saw a massive attitude change with all these positive quotes and crap, so unlike him! So a few days ago I go to his fb to get a picture of him for my son, he asked me to do this and I go to his fb and he is back to the same old loser he always was,